Chrysalis
Things have been quiet for me recently, blogging has slowed down, I think perhaps it’s that much of my “noise” has now been voiced and subsequently there’s less to vent? Have I found a new place of peace? Has all my vocality been simply expressing the things that have been churning on the inside and in need of an outlet?
Several years ago I was in a meeting where I prophesied – the lord is doing a new thing, back then I had no idea that it would mean such movement for me / us personally, but as an incarnational person, things have to start with me, besides new things are different, they have to be or they are not new it’s just window dressing.
I do feel like my mind and practices have been through some serious transformation, a friend of mine wisely described my process as a metamorphosis, I’ve been in the melting down mushy phase of the chrysalis (the place where caterpillar and butterfly are completely un-recognisable) perhaps now things are starting to re shape? I don’t think I’m out of the cocoon yet, but I’m looking forward to emerging.
The way life is shaping up is very different, many of the old ways of doing things have gone, stepping out of the institution and finding peace is a wonderful thing and though I don’t know what the future will look like the unknown doesn’t seen daunting, but exciting and challenging.
2010 holds some interesting opportunities and and great deal of mystery but there is an expectancy to meet with the Lord within it.
So lets see, perhaps I will make a new sound when I emerge?